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I re-live the days every day I get on my knees and I pray for a different way to deal with my pain
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other than driving myself insane with memories and flash backs God give me patients that’s one
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thing I lack forgive and forget they say I wonder do they know what it’s like to get beat every
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day to wake up and be afraid to live a life of a slave to go to bed unsure if you’ll get one more
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every day is not guaranteed to last sure I’m physically in the present but my mind is in the past I
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can’t find a path to find a way out I yell I scream and I shout but there is no route back out of
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this hell I’m a prisoner locked in a cell well I might as well be for I’m trapped in my mind I am
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undefined and unreasonably difficult but it’s for a good reason protect myself from animals like
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you believe me it’s a hard thing to do your slick you sneak you’re a crazy little freak my love you
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demand you don’t need a helping hand you and your lust every time I look at you I get angry for
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remembering how you betrayed my trust you sold my trust and betrayed my heart your delicate
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hands tore me apart but you don’t care about all of that you say I’m ugly you say I’m fat your
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mischievous up to no good you pull out your whip and crack it in me I was only a girl why
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couldn’t you see all I wanted was for you to care for me you took advantage of me from me my
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innocence you stole you took away my emotional life I’m shout down because you didn’t know
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how to get your feeling and words across but it wasn’t you who lost you were supposed to be
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there for me you were supposed to protect me but no I have become a slave you see I work for
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you when people say who are you I say no one are you no one to you have dehumanized me
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made me in to a fool suddenly I have become one of your many tools I don’t know if I’ll ever
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regain my strength I’m weak for you and have been for many days