I’m starting to realize that I’m not so bad,
I think I finally found my place,
its where I belong,
Where I can be myself,
and I can live my life the way I always wanted to,
Here is where I feel wanted and protected,
Smiles and laughs fill up the room,
I look around to see the faces of people who care,
and I start to think that these are the people,
that I want to be able to connect with,
Their smile gives off this vibe,
its powerful, its strong,
but somehow I still end up where its dark,
The air smells as if flowers have been rotting away for hours in the sun,
The feelings I once had of being happy,
Have poured out of my body and onto the ground beneath me,
I tried and it got me nowhere,
This just is not the place for me.