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Pretty People
When I was small, my mom told me
being pretty didn’t matter.
And that’s what I told little kindergartener Ally
(who had her teddy bear
clutched tightly between sticky fingers)
and who laughed, and told me
people don’t like ugly girls.
I didn’t believe her, until fourth grade
When the new boy
(with long fingernails and long wavy hair)
told me to tell Ally that he liked her.
and I asked him
Why
do you like her
And he looked at me
(like I was a small child )
And told me
because she’s pretty
And that’s when I realized that
There is only so much love the world
And pretty people are the first in line.
So when my 6th grade teacher asked
what I wanted to be when I grew up
I said
(as I looked at the boy with bright red hair and perfect teeth)
Pretty
And when she asked why, I told her
There is only so much love in the world
And pretty people are the first in line.
And that’s why by 8th grade
I was Van Gogh
I painted my face with careful precision, I spent hours and emerged looking “natural”
I was Houdini
I pushed things up and I tucked things in and I sucked things back until I was perfect
And I stopped eating pizza on Saturdays
with my mom and little brother
Because
There’s only so much love in the world,
And pretty people are the fist in line.
And in 9th grade, when the boy
(with hair that was like sunlight and the eyelashes of an angel)
Still went for Ally,
I cried in my room, and I tried even harder, because
There’s only so much love in the world,
And pretty people are the first in line.
But by 10th grade,
when getting ready in the morning was like
painting on thin wax paper
that was about
to
rip
and I saw the carcass in the mirror
with its perfectly powdered face
and its impeccably lined lips
I realized that
There is only so much happiness in the world
And the people who don’t eat cake or carbs and pluck their brows every other week
Are the
last
in line.
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