He hurt me
Her name was said too many times
In such a loving
Caring way
He barely showed me
Barely gave me

I exploded on him
With nasty words
Sarcasm thick as tar
He cut me open with a rusty knife
And I was finally bleeding
So I smeared my blood onto his face

Anger engulfed me
Spread to the kindest parts of my soul
I was on the dark side of the moon
Enraged as a man being burned at the stake
I made him feel like the pain I felt by screaming murderoulsy
Adding onto the pain he already felt

I'm supposed to be there for him no matter what
But I gave up for a few moments
I turned to my instincts
I vomited
She scared me and I made sure he knew it
I was never good at hiding my true colors