Tedious

I’m going through the notions
although I’d like to be optimistic for a change.
Faking it until I make it
But things are getting old.
The days are getting warmer
but I’m starting to feel colder.
I need something different.

Sonder

I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel about you now.
I see you walking with friends and I always get the urge to smile or wave;
even though I don’t really have anything to say to you.
I can see now, you’re happy and able to things.
And it’s not really my place to mess it up again.
So I decide against it, and keep walking with my eyes glued to my feet.
Maybe I think too much.

Mundane

Done tripping over the little things
Just have to get through today to try and make a change
in scenery, in people, in personal choices.
Tired, bored, uninspired, I am merely here.
I see a lot of faces day to day
and it’s always the same.
I don’t really mind anymore.