Three days of hell and the silence has spoken. It's okay for right now but inside i'm still broken. If i'm not mistaken i have been forsaken. I shall lie down and say a prayer as if on my death bed.`For this is my last night not a threat but a promise im suronded by darkness there are no lights for miles and miles am i right or am i wrong will it last lets sing a song to distract from the pain of every day life but then will i deal with this when will it end never she said she is determined to make my life hell well congratulation you did it cant you tell well maybe not for i dont show what you see is a tragedy i stop taking a razor to my arm asa paint brush to a canvas anymore its not satisfying enough this might be tough to choose life or death i cant decide as the devil places a gun in my hand i have flashbacks of life being seduced by guys and girls im gay im straight im undecided im safe im scared im a liar as all my sins come back to me i raise the gun to the side of my head whispers in the wind are you ready it said promise something i say to the voice in the wind if its gonna happen let me succeed