Can you tell me what it is I am to do?
What do you do-
when the one man who accepted and understood your illness
uses it against you
and leaves.
what is it i am supposed to do
when ive loved you for not one year
but 4
tell me what it is i am supposed to do when i sit here and remember every word you said to me and question if it was a lie or not?

tell me what it is i am to do
when my breathing is slow
and my head is pounding
when my wrist is tingling
and my hands are yearning

tell me what it is i am supposed to do
now that youre gone
now that youve broken every promise
now that you dont love me

i dont know what it is i am supposed to do, but i am in much pain

so much pain

i long for your love and wonder if you long for mine

tell me what
what it is
i am supposed to do

i am broken and sick and you were the only one who understood

i accepted your every disorder
i accepted your every word
i accepted your cruelty
i accepted it all

and you left me like i was nothing

so tell me what it is i am supposed to do when i am betrayed by the love of my life?