Yesterday you told me you loved me but I'm still trying to figure out what its like if you hated me. History doesn't repeat it rhymes.(Mark Twain). When I was 7 you took my identity and ran. Ever since then you've never came back. You told me to move on and get a life ever since then I've been around the world. I've been writing poetry. And I've been laughing at you. Today I got a call and you told me you loved me. But history doesn't repeat it rhymes. When I was 8 you gave my identity to another woman. Ever since then she never came back. She told me to get a life and grow up. Ever since then I've got A's and B's and I'm still laughing at you. On November 10th I got letter and you told me you loved me all day every day ! But history doesn't repeat it rhymes When I was 9 you gave up on me.  You told me to get out of your face and to never come back. Ever since then I've cried even thinking about you. But history doesn't repeat it rhymes You tell me you love me huh? Well if you do let's start over and make history happen! It's 2015  now and I'm still waiting for that phone call you told me I would get 4  months ago. But I guess it'll never happen. Why is it that you gave up one me when I was 9? Selling drugs , getting drunk. Don't you think it gets old? It can't be  free you anymore . You blame be for your actions but yet its not my fault.  I've cried for the past 13 years. Over you! I can't take it anymore.  Will u please tell me why you choose to sell drugs over me and your family! I beg you! You hurt me before any other boy could! Your supposed to be here and watch me grow into a strong women and be someone. Now I'm just another girl without a father. Just another letdown! Now I know why my family doesn't speak down on your name! Man I thought my love was all you needed but obviously its not! I look just like you! But I'm telling you there is a lot more to me! I'm reaching for the stars! And I'm praying that you'll grow out of your childish behavior and learn that you have a family and that you became a father for a reason!