In the shadows that's where I been for awhile now, since I was twelve.

Maybe even before then; I was born in the shadows.But as a child I got it.

The love from my family, affection from my mother, and most of all I got me.

My identity, who I wanted to be and what I wanted to become.

Through the years passing I'm slowing losing who I am.

I blend so well with others that I forgot that I'm my own person.

I feel so lonesome when no one is around as if their taken apart of me that I can't forfill.

And as I grow it gets worst it's like the thought of being alone scares me.

So I surround myself with people to feel wanted cause when I'm alone I feel unwanted.

Rejected by the world as if the universe was punishing me for something I was unware of committing.
I don't know if I'm even capable to make people feel wanted but they make me feel.

I don't think I'm important at all to others it's like when I leave someone their life continue and my life stops like I'm on pause.

I feel stuck and that frightens me ...why can't I move? What's wrong with me?

Feeling stuck is worst than feelign unwanted because your reliving the same moment over and over again.