Never Shall I forget that day,opening the door to his bedroom and feeling my face go white, which turned my life into one large blur.Never Shall I forget that shatter in my heart. Never shall I forget the day where I felt broken, where the feeling of sadness broke me down into a million pieces like shattered glass. 

Never shall I forget the sounds of the sirens

Never shall I forget that one memory that hangs in my head. Never shall I forget those moments which I will always think about wanting to cry everytime I hear his name. Never shall I forget these things even if I am lucky enough to long a  long and healthy life thinking to myself every day "brother." Never.