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December 17, 2008
By AmbRawr BRONZE, Allentown, Pennsylvania
AmbRawr BRONZE, Allentown, Pennsylvania
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Favorite Quote:
We choose the love we think we deserve ~The Perks


And I remember she wouldn’t wake up.
Her lips were mushed together in a
Horrible shade of red
They buried my mother in a white dress
And red lips.
And she couldn’t see.
Where are your glasses, Mommy?
And still at sixteen I bring them to my face
And peer through the distorted murky lenses
To see what she saw
Maybe one day …
And I remember it hitting me
Like it does every day
When I hear them all talk and complain about their
“Horrible” mothers
What’s it like to have a mother
I’d give anything to know,
Or at least for them to know how lucky they are.
They know.
And I remember she wouldn’t sit up
And I dreamed of a stuffing machine because
Someone whispered by my ear she was
Cut in half and stuffed
And it made no sense
And still at sixteen I wonder
What happened to my mother?
And I remember her faintly
She doesn’t even smile in my dreams anymore
And I wonder if she’ll ever be proud of me
If she’d ever approve of me
And who I’ve become
The things I’ve seen
The things I’ve done
And I remember her singing
Though I can’t hear her voice
The only happy Christmas I hold on to
Every year
Maybe one day it’ll come back
I used to think
Maybe one day she’d come back
And still at sixteen I hope
Maybe one day she’ll come back …
And I remember she wouldn’t wake up
Not even to say good-bye.



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on Dec. 21 2010 at 4:43 pm
luver.boi.n.pain, Sebastopol, California
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;He taught me how to love, but not how to stop.&quot;-anonymous<br /> &quot;Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.&quot;-Aristotle

I don't have a mom either. Any family really. I feel like this poem hit right on the nail what goes through my head and mind. My dreams, my emotions are all in this poem. Its amazing, I love it. I love it. Don't ever stop writing.

on Dec. 17 2010 at 6:13 pm
justsmileanddance PLATINUM, Montgomery, Alabama
28 articles 42 photos 67 comments

Favorite Quote:
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.<br /> -Albus Dumbledore

this is deep. i'm, like, tearing up now!!! 

dpsh307 BRONZE said...
on Dec. 10 2010 at 10:55 am
dpsh307 BRONZE, Plaquemine, Louisiana
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This poem is deep. It makes me appreciate my mom more. I love the honesty; it touched me. Don't change anything, the poem is great. It easy to understand and keeps me thinking. Keep up the good work. My favorite line is "What's it like to have a mother" (L.40). There are so many people who don't recognize what a mother is.

lonely said...
on Dec. 6 2010 at 5:31 pm
that was an amazing peice. It really touched me

Evaine SILVER said...
on Dec. 5 2010 at 4:30 pm
Evaine SILVER, Schulkill Haven, Pennsylvania
8 articles 0 photos 13 comments

Favorite Quote:
live a freak, die a legend

wow. thts pretty deep. it makes me appreciate my mom more.

~with love~


Katrselyn said...
on Dec. 5 2010 at 3:27 pm
Katrselyn, Kankakee, Illinois
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This is amazing I could picture it so clearly!

on Dec. 5 2010 at 1:40 pm
CelticThundeGurl SILVER, Benson, North Carolina
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;It is time for us to realize that we are too great a nation to limit ourselves to small dreams.&quot; <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> - Pres. Ronald Reagan

This is so amazing. It's sad and touching. I love how honest it is. I cried while reading it. God bless you and keep writing.

dorathy GOLD said...
on Dec. 5 2010 at 10:54 am
dorathy GOLD, Aroura, Colorado
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;only god can judge me&quot;

wo,this poem really touched me you have great work...keep it up=]

Tiffany13 said...
on Dec. 5 2010 at 9:23 am
Tiffany13, Newport, Pennsylvania
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Favorite Quote:
If there is a book that you really want to read, but it ha not been written yet, then you must write it. -Toni Morrison

Wow. Beatuiful. It has really touched me, you have some real talent. :)

on Nov. 30 2010 at 11:20 pm
AliMallie BRONZE, Westminster, Colorado
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;I&#039;m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control and at times, hard to handle, but if you can&#039;t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don&#039;t deserve me at my best.&quot; -Marilyn Monroe

This is so raw and emotional that it's almost like you don't want to read it because it is THAT personal. That's a good thing, and I respect that. Good work, hun.

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on Nov. 30 2010 at 9:14 am
LadyShady GOLD, Jamaica, New Jersey
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;To the people I forgot, you weren&#039;t on my mind for some reason and you probably don&#039;t deserve any thanks anyway.&quot; - Eminem

Wow, this is amazing! It actually got to me-which is rare, goof job!

 


on Nov. 24 2010 at 10:16 pm
phlogiston ELITE, Hermitage, Tennessee
224 articles 0 photos 117 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;A day without laughter is a day wasted&quot; -Charlie Chaplin

Wow. Yes all I can say is wow. I am utterly speechless. That was beautiful. No, more than beautiful. I cannot describe it.

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on Nov. 13 2010 at 10:30 pm
irtfaz, Brentwood, Tennessee
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;Everything in this room, everything you see is eatable. Even I myself am eatable, but that, children, is called cannibalism, and is frowned upon in most societies.&quot;

Nearly made me cry. Lovely and haunting. 

on Nov. 13 2010 at 8:41 pm
silentvocal SILVER, Chicago, Illinois
5 articles 0 photos 44 comments

Favorite Quote:
Don&#039;t try to fix what isn&#039;t broken

like gees, this had really got me going and dude what you wrote has brought so much back to me and i thank you for that because lately i've been thinking a lot about some of my own memories my god this is helping me so much-i hope you know how much you have just helped me :) thankyou.

on Nov. 13 2010 at 7:15 pm
Monkee63 SILVER, Independence, Kentucky
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;I want to feel my life while I&#039;m in it&quot;- Meryl Streep<br /> &quot;Live, Life Love&quot;<br /> &quot;Everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain, but you can&#039;t have a rainbow without a little rain.&quot;

Wow. that was simply amazing! I really liked it. I love the way the words just flowed together, :) Great job

on Nov. 13 2010 at 7:14 pm
fadingaway1324 SILVER, Latrobe, Pennsylvania
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beautiful and painful. im glad i logged on today

MorganWhite said...
on Nov. 13 2010 at 5:15 pm

This was absolutely stunning!! It brought tears to my eyes. You've touched a place in my heart, that nobody else has, and I thank you so much.

                 ~ Morgan


on Nov. 13 2010 at 4:32 pm
lilkat9613 BRONZE, Bronx, New York
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Favorite Quote:
&ldquo;True love stories never have endings&rdquo;

this was very beautiful nd meaningful. everything made sense and was proper. Excellent work :)

on Nov. 13 2010 at 10:01 am
HurtTiger SILVER, Jacksonville, Florida
9 articles 2 photos 26 comments

Favorite Quote:
Sometimes you gotta be cruel to be kind.<br /> No risk, no reward

That was insanely beautiful.

on Nov. 13 2010 at 9:01 am
Autumn_Fire BRONZE, Milwuakee, Wisconsin
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere&quot; -Tim McGraw

Wow!!! This is great!!!!