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The Monster Inside of Me

May 17, 2015
By Anonymous

Fighting with it seems impossible to win

Frowning on the inside awaiting for just a grin

Tired of putting on a happy mask

Having sick feelings at every little task

Wanting to be back to how I used to be

Agraid I'll never go back and this is the new me

Tired of it always pinning me down

Making my mask even turn into a frown

Thinknig who is the monster that won't let me be? 

Found out I was at war with myself....

It was me.


The author's comments:

Anxiety and Depression is a monster a lot of us have inside us. At times it's hard to distinguish the difference between ourselves and the depression. I wrote this poem when I was in the mist of darkness depression often leads to. Now, I have received help and realized that I was not the cause of my depression. The monster inside of me what not ME. I wanted to publish this poem so people can know that I know how depression feels. But, I am living proof that it can get better. YOU ARE NOT THE MONSTER INSIDE OF YOU...even when at times it feels that way.


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