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Sorry Sister
Sorry that I'm not like your friends
Sorry that the love that comes genuinely from me isn't enough
I'm a fool for ever thinking you could see me as anything
Sorry that I put so much effort into you
Sorry that no matter how hard I try I still am nothing
I'm such a f***ing idiot for thinking you could actually care
Every time I think you love me it becomes shattered
You don't love me
I'm just an accessory
You don't love me
You just use me for the happiness I give you
You use me for how much I fill your ego
I don't know why I even tried
When I knew we would never be on the same level
I knew we never would get along ever
And day by day you show it to me
I give you so much of my love, attention, and time
And you brush me off
Why?
It's because I'm not your family,
I'm not like your friends
Sorry that I choose not to use you like you're used to
Sorry that I am not stupid and infectious
Sorry that my genuine love isn't enough
Or my gifts I give you
All my love and money spent on you means nothing
Sorry I don't want to hurt people
I don't want to change into a maggot
I don't want to be like your friends
I don't want to be brainwashed and dead
I don't want to be bullied by so called "friends"
I won't ever call you a sister or friend
If I do it won't be genuine
Dear god how I have cried over the wounds you've given me
I have tried more than anyone in your life
Even your own family
Just to be loved by you,
But you don't give a damn
Everything I offer you is useless
All my love is meaningless
All my effort is valueless
I am nothing to you
I never will be anything to you
You only spill lies of love for the ones you love
Just to protect them
You honestly couldn't care less about me
I know I'm not perfect, and I'm certainly not a saint
But dear god have I tried to be there for you
How much hits I have taken for you
Just to be loved by you
And for it to be authentic
I know I haven't had the prettiest words come out of my mouth
But my actions have beauty beyond that
You don't love me
It's all a lie
Every single time I try you crush me or move me aside
I have killed bits of me just to be told,
"Sister, I love you"
And I don't get one or the other
I get pushed down and kicked
I get to become a disaster
So sorry
Sorry I wasted so much on you
Sorry I'm nothing for you
Sorry you loved to be used
Sorry I ever even tried
Sorry that you don't see all that I do for you
Sorry.
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All anyone could want is to be loved. Especially by someone they try to love so much it is dangerous.