I was ecstatic
I won’t be the only child anymore
Finally I get to have another part of me I can care for.
Every person in my half family picked a gender and
the day my pride and joy would be born
I picked a baby boy and it would have been born on june 17th,
But I was wrong.
I got a baby sister born on June 27th
EllaRose was my joy into going to that house
She was the only reason I went
The day I finally got to see her
I was shaking like a leaf on a tree
I almost dropped her like she was just a ball I almost caught in my glove
She was so precious to me
She loves me for who I am not who my father wants me to be
but then two years later we got separated.
My father didn’t want me
He disowned me
Never spoke a word to me
Stopped paying child support to my mother
Told me Ella didn’t know who I was
It hurts like when you witness your first heart break
I love her so much and my father had to take her away
Taking my sister away is the worst heart break in the world
She brought the light to my day and now,
It’s like the darkness that looms above a tornado
I miss you my sweet sister
I love you
I always will
Even if you don’t remember me