There were times in the past when I used to wonder.

When my life wouuld no longer be stuck in lightning and thunder.

I always thought my life was horrible and bad,

and little things that people did made me mad. 

I just needed love that's what I thought,

but back then I didn't know I was looking in all the wrong places.

The things I thought was love were what hurt me the most,

my mind and heart was lost.

That was until I found the thing I know my heart can't be without,

finally I have found the way out.

I no longer feel as much pain,

I can finally see through the years and decades of rain.

The heart that was once filled of nothing but hurt and hate,

is now filled with hope of endless love and a wonderful fate.

He is the light in my dark heart,

he is the one with whom I wish to never be a part.

He is my comforter and shield,

he is the freedom in the open field.

He is the feelings that I have never felt,

He is the answer to every night of pain I have been dealt.

He is the one to call when no one else is there,

He is the one that I refuse to share.

He makes me feel no shame,

in his eyes I am never lame.

He makes me feel important,

even when I know I am anything but perfect.

He makes my flaws look colorful,

before I met him they were dull and dreadful. 

I now embrace the beauty in myself,

I have motivation to improve the bad that is left.

I know he means no harm just wants what's best for me,

If I had a choice in my situation by his side I would forever be. 

I love him so much, i catch myself daydreaming and smile,

Our love doesn't count one mile.