I don't want to go to sleep.
I'm afraid of losing today.
I'm afraid that tomorrow,
Isn't what they say.
I don't want to go to sleep.
I'm afraid of losing you.
I'm afraid that you might leave,
And leave myself loving for two.
I don't want to go to sleep.
I'm afraid of what happened yesterday.
I'm afraid that is just a repeat,
And nothing will ever change.
I don't want to go to sleep.
I'm afraid of the monsters stalking me.
I'm afraid that if I close my eyes,
They will all become reality.
I don't want to go to sleep.
I'm afraid I have no choice.
I'm afraid that in reality,
It is all just my brains voice.
I don't want to go to sleep.
I'm afraid of what they'll do
I'm afraid that they will test me,
Just like they did to you.
I don't want to go to sleep,
Because you don't really exist.
I'm afraid my mind is far to gone,
From this deep abyss.