I feel sick
But I can put my finger on it
When will I hit my limit?
My personality just splits
I hide behind my wits
Even though in my mind
I'm cutting my wrists
But you know what they say
Just get used to it
I pick up my bits
Put them back together with a stitch
Let me just bury my nightmares in a ditch
Sell you my fake feelings like a sales pitch
In the end I’m just staring at a clock going tic, tic, tic
It will be like a slap stick

I don't know how to handle this
I wake up wondering why I’m alive
I wonder if today is finally the day I die
Let go of this dark lonely life
Being stabbed with a knife
Can i just end this dark night?
I'm tired of putting up a fight
I just want the ability of flight
Ravens eat me alive
Don’t drink the elixir of life
Some can live without a light
That’s vanished from your sight

Tell me you'll find another
I’ll tell you it won’t be as bright
Tell me it will guide you
For the rest of your life
Then I’ll tell you
You’ll just watch it fade out
wishing there was more time