The negative thoughts started snowballing,
I really wanted to scream and lose it.
Spinning in circles,
like I was being flushed down a toilet.
I’m being punished by the universe.
And things actually did get worse.

You handle yourself better,
and you handle the other person better.
But misfortune is a random event.
She fell and shattered.
Pushing away,
the relationship might go both ways.
And things actually did get worse.

There is always a probability that several bad things will happen at once.
But how well are we able to cope.
A little too aggressive,
she took concrete steps to regain control.
Bad luck may seem to follow when someone tempts fate.
I’d had such smooth sailing for a long time,
but I guess it was just my turn.
And things actually did get worse.