I live in such a broken society, I turned into the girl who I so greatly despised a few years back, I’ve recently been doing things that aren’t so smart, My life today and everyday after today is a battle that I continue to fight hoping to get somewhere. It’s as if i'm in the Atlantic ocean just hoping for a gasp of air, fighting to stay strong and not to go under, but every time it's as if this dark mass sucks me under, and that's when I wake up. I don’t know how I got here, this I really don't.... but what I do know is that everyday I will continue to fight, I will fight for me, to change not because that's what society wants, but simply because that's what I want. Change is coming to me, and it may not be today, or tomorrow but it's coming and it's for the better.