Daddy you!! You broke my heart before any man could.
You!! Should be here for me like a daddy should.
But I barley remember you so I shouldn’t be sad but me.
Where were you when I needed to learn to tie my shoes?
Where were you when I wanted to learn how to ride a bike?
Where were you when I needed advice?
Where were you when I wanted to be tucked at night?
Where were you when I wanted to spend time together?
Why have other kids when you can’t even take care of me?
Why put so much on my mom’s plate?
I’m upset that you’re so inconsiderate.
All you think about is yourself and what makes you happy.
I smile big smiles when I really give 3 f***s and 2 s***s.
I cry at night confused about my identity.
But every time, I come to the realization,
That people come and people go.
You was the last person that I thought would just leave me like that.
Why did you leave?
Why leave me so quickly?
Where ever I go I hear your voice say “I love you”
I wanted you to stay, but you left my life.
You always told me things and I believed you.
You’d make promises that you can’t keep.
You would always tell me I was your princess.
You will tell me things just to see me happy.
You make fall into a trance so deep,
That it makes me fall asleep.
All I wanted was for you to be here,
But you weren’t.
Now my life is like rip tides and currents.
But now I don’t even care no more.
All I need is for you to be here for me,
Forever and more.
And not to f*** over and leave me again.