Acceptance and Inteligence

things I strive for

but will never acheive

I wish to see myself as amazing

When I look in the mirror I see a waste

I try to love myself

I try with everything I have

It never works out like that

I want inner beauty

All I recieve are inner demons

It's selfish of me to want

But I can't help but ask

There isn't much to me

A bit of dark humor

A dash of overthinking

But I'm still me

I may not be someone I want to be

There is more to me than I first thought

I only hope that one day I may see myself as having a shot

Until then it's hard work from until the end