aching heart and aching head

stomach pangs and feeling dead

steps towards the kitchen floor

heartbeat opens up the door

words are written on my thighs

the bulging fat that i despise

sleeves so long i dont exist

bloody lines on shaking wrists

in my world i walk a mile

throat is raw and full of bile

mind's on about how much i'll gain

but i'm only thinking of my pain

sleeves so long i dont exist

bloody lines on shaking wrists

i cant taste the food i ate

my head is chanting words of hate

i dont want to exist no more

pass out on my kitchen floor

but i can push those dreams away

im still taking breaths today

sleeves so long i dont exist

bloody lines on shaking wrists

stomach grumbling with complain

but my mind's thinking, where's the pain

i dont think, i dont hear

theres only hurt, i feel no fear

the damn alarm goes off again

yes, i know that im insane

my stomach's just about to pop,

but im feelings things, now i cant stop,

sleeves so long i dont exist

bloody lines on shaking wrists

i cant feel anything at all in this world of pain

the voices take over all i feel

tell me now, how will i feel?

now my hand's barely afloat,

perfect fingers in perfect throat,

i sit still, anticipating

the use that comes in perfect waiting

sleeves so long i dont exist

bloody lines on shaking wrists

i dont breathe

i dont think

just let your mouth open and the storm rage on