You don’t understand
How hard i try
Don’t lie
Don’t say she goofs off in life without a care
You're not here,
You're over there, thinking about that nonsense
You don’t know how hard i cry
When you sit there on
On you high horse
Looking down upon other,
Who are broken yet still try to
Fly
You don’t care
How much pain i’m in
how bad this headache is
Do you honestly believe
The pain is immobilizing
It is deafening, Throbbing,Stabbing, Pounding
Like a hammer
But you expect me to know the answer?
How rude could you be
That these headaches won't allow me to be free
To be me
Can’t you see?
How much pain i’m in..
It hurts and i don’t feel alive
i t’s like i’m empty inside
I don’t want to live, but honestly i'm too terrified to die
You really don’t understand
How much it hurts to try
But i try, Not to cry, I try to fly
But you believe I sit upon the easy road
With absolutely no goals
And no will, to Ever achieve
That's the lies YOU believe
But I do Indeed TRY
I STRIVE
And I will keep flying
Until my shaking hands reaches the sky
So keep believing that
How hard i try
Is not at all, i’ll surpass you one day
And i’ll reach the top of the towering Wall