I don't know who i am  

I don't know who i am 

Who am i what is my plan 

Everyday i go by 

Fading away into the sky 

I'm losing control of who i am 

Who am i what is my plan 

Losing myself in this world 

I don't belong 

Not at home or in school

Losing myself in this world 

I don't belong 

Not at work or practice

Losing myself in this world

I don't belong

Everyday it's the same old thing 

Get up wake up do my thing 

Same old thing 

When will it change 

When will i change 

HOW I FEEL

I’m navigating in my car with the violin beside me

On a steep winding trip heading to the top of the hill

My stars are bright today I’m confident they last forever

Warriors escorting me hallucination I was waiting for

No contact where it leads ready to get there

The asphalt is dark my cigar is turning dark

But I really don’t stumble today I just want to see you

Breathing with my guitar I play every day I live

I see smoke on top of the hill and I wonder how can I start the day that follows

Hell is flashing now but I still feel no happiness

I wonder if this is my daydream and I don’t want to let it go

I thrust as fast as possible to get there before the day is over

The smoke is all over me here the road has left your jealousy behind

The sky is black and filthy now the air is thick

Waiting for the rain beating the ground I can’t cover

Everything is hard and tricky the top of the hill is bulging out

Despite the wild weather and the road full of reporters

I’m getting near my goal without knowing what lies in the sky

I reach the top in pain and securely glance behind the hill

To see it is a wise dream of mine in the middle of my thoughts

WHAT I AM

I grew up overshadowed by red roofs

Where the books , spoke of paintings

Scenes of wild words running fearlessly

Oh how I wished it were me

Got myself together and built a heaven

In good spells I worked the silence

But come the woman the woods found me

Down the long path , how I wished I were careless

Since the fear left me, got no place to hide

No one waiting , No one is bad

There's a whisper in the Montana breeze

Grey blue planets build where the wind lays

Sun in the morning dew , starlight in chains

Nothing matters, no words are spoken

The brook is humble now the water runs wild

And birds no longer cry , the sky is full of dreams

The stars shine for others when my night is long

A hole formed in my senses , but no damage was looking for me

Since day left me, got no place to hide

No one looking , No one is bad

I FOUND ME 

You find so many people are wrong

But you, you are mostly strong

I like the way you mash.

Bash.

I like the way you cry.

You do it like a supply.

I like the way you love.

You do it like love.

You find so many people are unintelligent

But you, you are mostly intelligent

I love the way you wear your hair,

Spreading your style everywhere.

You're like a style fountain.

Enough zazz for a whole mountain.

You find so many people are overgenerous

But you, you are mostly generous

You're the perfect person.

You could meet a worse one.

You find so many people are grave

But you, you are mostly brave

Strong, intelligent and generous,

Brave and optimistic too,

Are the qualities of you

You find so many people are anachronistic

But you, you are mostly optimistic