Today was a month long

Because you weren’t in it at all

And I’ve been waiting for so long

Will you answer my call?

Patiently waiting

Are you hesitating?

I’m losing my mind and I feel like I’m dead

I’m screaming your name

No, I’m not okay

Is the pain in my heart or my head?

I feel like I’m insane

As I’m calling out your name

Can you hear a word that I say?

Are we running out of time?

I thought you said that you were mine

I need you with me tonight

My voice is breaking

With every smile I’m faking

And halfhearted excuses I’m making

Just give me a call

Your voice can break my fall

I need you to tear down my walls

Patiently waiting

Are you hesitating?

I’m losing my mind and I feel like I’m dead

I’m screaming your name

No, I’m not okay

Is the pain in my heart or my head?

Can you hear my voice?

This is the only way I know how to vent

All this time I’ve been waiting for

Someone who could finally understand

I promised myself I would never cave in

And I know that it’s not your fault

My rage isn’t for you, it’s our situation

Because if I am without you, am I really me at all?

Patiently waiting

Are you hesitating?

I’m losing my mind and I feel like I’m dead

I’m screaming your name

No, I’m not okay

Is the pain in my heart or my head?

Patiently waiting

Are you hesitating?

I’m losing my mind and I feel like I’m dead

I’m screaming your name

No, I am not okay

Is the pain in my heart or my head?