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Blue Dayze

June 9, 2022
By Anonymous

On the verge of tears but they won’t come
Draped over this chair
like the corpse of a bird
On a power line
Aching inside
how can I feel everything
and nothing at the same time?

Blue dayze
I swear there’s no way that its true
Blue dayze
why do I miss someone that I never knew?
and there's a hole where my heartbeat used to be
it's too quiet here
without you

just trying to get through the day
like those sad carriage horses
just plodding along
through Central Park
with their blinders on
but the pain soaks into the cracks
between the words you left behind
and I can't stop flipping through photos of you
but I cant even look at you in the eye

Blue dayze
I swear there’s no way that its true
Blue dayze
why do I miss someone that I never knew?
and there's a hole where my heartbeat used to be
it's too quiet here
without you

April fool's day is tommorow
and Im hoping this is all some sick prank
so he could slap you in the face
for putting all of us through that
but at least we'd have you back
and I thought I saw you on the street today
but it was just some guy
I thought I heard your voice on the radio
but it was just another lie
f*ck you, f*ck them, why why why?

Blue dayze
I swear there’s no way that its true
Blue dayze
why do I miss someone that I never knew?
and there's a hole where my heartbeat used to be
it's too quiet here
without you

the pain of the present
poisons the joy of yesterday
never in my wildest nightmares
did it end this way
and a fine layer of ash settles over my life
like everything that used to feel real is gone
I want to scream my throat bloody
and punch a hole in the wall
wandering like a zombie
alone in these overcrowded halls

Blue dayze
I swear there’s no way that its true
Blue dayze
why do I miss someone that I never knew?
and there's a hole where my heartbeat used to be
it's too quiet here
without you

and I know youre not an angel
but I I love you all the same
you were my hero
but you were ordinary
and I know its selfish
to miss you
but I do
I do
I do
anyway
and I think I need to be alone
I think I need to be alone
I think I need to be alone
with this pain

Blue dayze
I swear there’s no way that its true
Blue dayze
why do I miss someone that I never knew?
and there's a hole where my heartbeat used to be
it's too quiet here
without you

I'd do anything to be happy again
I'd do anything to get out
but somehow I never want this pain to end
because pain is how I hold on to you now
can I fall asleep to the sound of thunder
rocking the foundation of this house
please, just for tonight
so I know youre still around
please, just for tonight
so I know youre still around



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