Sometimes, I feel like my parents don't love me as much as they love my little brother. We're Chinese, and the culture values males more than females. It really hurts that they favor him more, and it's really obvious...all the time...I always feel like I'm the odd one out in my family, and it always makes me cry. The trigger for this song was when my mom told me to do something that obviously required a lot of strength when I was so tired I could fall flat on my face and go to sleep, and when I couldn't do it, she punished me for it.
Sometimes, it feels like my family hates my guts...