Now that your are gone , 

everything feels so wrong . 

i feel lost and out of place ,

death seems to be a race .

you left me so soon , 

my life feels so out of tune . 

without you here , 

i wish my daeth to be near . 

i want a permenent slumber , 

wanting God to call my number . 

there is a constant battle , 

my brain starts to rattle .

They should have left you , 

i wish there was something i could do .

if i could hae been there , 

i wouldnt have been a heir. 

you would still be alive ,

 and my heart wouldnt have a knife . 

Wiskey on your breath , 

your son is on meth .

i wish i could turn back the clock , 

my dreams you probally mocked .