High school -WaveZilla
When my pops did his last bid that's when life really hit me
Every problem multiplied solutions didn't fit me
Living wrong without the thought of the reaper coming to get me
Always thinkin about being with my dad rolling thru the city
That's how I started my high school journey
Sometimes I forgot I was going to school for learning 
Grew my afro out I thought I was a savage
and I started skipping classes
When my grades came truthfully it was tragic then I got into rapping good thing that happened
Mom's wallin can't take me to see my dad
Asking for some passports that sad
Getting letters was like a present
Feel like he was in my presence
But that's the past and this the present
When he sent pictures hang em on my wall
Make sure they never fall
Try to never miss a call
Tryna make my way in ball
can't make the team
So I play xbox virtually shoot the beam
Looks all good but it's not what it seems
Having no dad really made me mean
I'm too young to be having  babies shawty tried to trap me times was crazy thought I would be so wavy that summer but I got news of a bummer that came in a truck load size of a hummer stressed my brain was like thunder thank god I didn't go under she lied almost cried tears of joy I aint care she played me like a toy I didn't have to witness the birth of my little boy having kids not for me
that's how I'm feeling today
Who knows how I'll feel tomorrow
I was okay yesterday
who got some luck to borrow
Not tryna share my sorrows
Then I got the news
My dad was coming home
No more feeling the blues
Well that's what I thought but I'm
Going to school a statistic not a factor
4 good years of non stop laughter
Really flew by when it’s all done I might cry
Sad seeing everybody leaving saying bye
Juniors enjoy your time but I hate you guys
Annoying freshmen think they the best men gotta let them know can’t keep em guessing teachers saying be direct justify reluctant I am the one tryna get A grow up become a man get this dough up that’s the plan future self stuck out my hand so I grabbed now i’m enlightened my life exciting I can’t help it so i just write it no peer pressure skip a lecture never be a let down not a gang member so I can’t hold my set down
Pick a dynasty ya legacy ya own go far in life if you have a good dome live in a nice house garden with a nomn but that’s after this year my life ain’t clear so I keep a pack of pens near and write stuff wavier than my hair my life shining reflect on it and catch the glare
Im spitting my life in ya ear schools straight for me but lately b lifes been blatantly like satans heat moms kicked me out now i’m with my dad no i’m not really sad no i’m not really glad threw my clothes in a trash bag and dipped go back to the times man I wish but ma dukes out to her new house atl bound i’m in the homi waving a bus down my gramps going through it after his brother died it's not like I got some other ties
But I just can't find it in me to cry and I wouldn’t tell any lies lot of pain but i’m still a blessed guy dressed fresh I try look in my eye am I who you want it to be I really don't care I smile when I look in the mirror