He asked me to write a poem

You feel like time just stops

The days when you just cant get out of bed

The days when your heart just drops

when your whole doesnt just sinks inside

Your loosing your mind

It hurts to think the truth is a lie

You dont know what to do with your life

You just sit and think, just sit and cry

And all you could think of is"what of-

what if i just died?

what if i just closed my eyes and fell straight off a building?

Would I even be able to?

can i imgine the feeling?"

Could you actually imagine the impact

The moment you smashed into the ground?

Can you actually picture your mother"s face

The moment she found out you'd no longer be around?

Could you imagine how heavy

Your mothers chest would feel?

Or even your sister... or brothers...

When they found out your existence is no longer real?

would you just tell them?

Would you call the and say"Good-bye"?

Or would you just one day jump off that building

and leave everyone you cared aboutJust wondering 

Why?