It feels like a weight on my chest 

Which never lets me rest 

I feel like it's choking me 

And It is quiet deadly

It feels like water in my lungs 

It is taking me away from my loved ones 

I can't breathe 

Its killing me piece by piece 

My whole body is shaking 

And my heart is aching 

It feels like someone has set me on fire 

Peace and freedom is all i desire 

I have become so  frail

I am trapped in my own jail

With no escape 

It feels like everything i do is a mistake 

I am internally dying 

And at this point i am done trying 

I only have blood running through my veins 

But no life and hope remains