Why don't I want to binge?

You are something I am trying to finish.

Lately, finding time has been cringe. 

Still, I’m skittish. 

You’ve shown me glory and excitement, and I always finish what I start.

So excite me once again while we push through this predicament. 

Committing to this may not be that smart.

I thought this was only for people who smell of sediment. 

To myself, I've got to stay true. 

I’m drawn in like a moth to a flame.

Life hasn't been the same since I joined your crew. 

I used to think people like this were lame. 

Since then I’ve grown to realize. 

How my judgment was certainly unwise.